Pinball

Just turned 56 just learned i could get steroids something I hunted all my life never could gain muscle or weight doctors don’t want to help with that all 4 boys are grown got grandchildren I can’t find energy to play with been married twice 7 hrs and now going on 31 got first kid when I was 18 never had another minute or dime to myself after the 1st was born my bosses think I’m on drugs because I lost 4 inches in waist this year discovered trt 2 weeks ago my brother was same size he is on same dose as me but has gotten twice as big only difference is his doc gives him 5 mg tablet a day of deca my clinic says it doesn’t work and won’t give it to me
I’m not stupid I watch him getting bigger he doesn’t even work hard at gym I’m burning every muscle I have I know it work if they can’t give to me I’ll get somewhere else I’m 56 I’m a grown add grandpa I know what I want I researched I’m gonna get it and I’m gonna pump till I hit about 180 I’m 140 now
Hope the forum helps