Hey guys nice so happy to be here! Literally.... I am a 41 y.o. father of 2 and husband of 1 perfect lady. I am trying to get back into shape please

HulkSmashShan

HulkSmashShan

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Howdy everyone as your read in the title I am a 41 yo make who is looking to get some gains. I am a survivor of a decade long heroin addiction. My addiction started the same way many others did or has. I was in a life changing car wreck that obliterated my spine at L5s1 and resulted in sciatica and foot drop. I was way over prescribed on opiates for pain management for 9 years and when all the pain clinics were shut down by the DEA I transfered my opiate addiction to IV heroin use. I am clean and sober for over 200 days now and my quality of life is amazing. God is good man! There only remains one problem. As I am sure many of you reading this are aware opioids kill testosterone in the body. My prolonged use paired with being 41 has taken my test levels to ultimately zero. I cannot achieve an erection over the last 2 years and even with a steady weight and diet program my gains are very minimal. I did read the forum rules and I am happy to be here. If anyone can direct me on the right path with gear suggestions I would be forever grateful. I am looking to cut with clenbuterol but I have had success in the past with Sustanon blends. Please DM me or email me if you feel compelled to help. ALL suggestions are appreciated beyond understanding! I just want to be a part of something and gain new friends. I decided to save my own life abt 9 months ago and uprooted my wife and I and moved a few hours away from that toxic city where I battled the addiction. That included dropping User friends and phone numbers so I'm a loner. Thanks in advance fellaa.
 
HulkSmashShan

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Also would like any suggestions on cycle specifics you guys would recommend a guy like me. I have not done the Sustanon cycle since 2014 so it will be pretty virgin body to it. Also if anyone can point me in the right direction without just plainly promoting another site I would appreciate it. Hats off to you guys. I respect the shit out of men who are committed to a healthy lifestyle. Lord knows I tried everything to be a POS in my life. Time to get up off the canvas now and come out swinging.
 
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Welcome to our forum and thank you for your introduction! I'm glad you managed to get through the hard times in life! I wish you to recover as soon as possible!
 
suppsforlife

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Amazing story Hulk Smash Shan! I am very glad for you that you managed to get off such a life and started a newer, brighter life! Needless to mention that you're on the right direction! keep up the good work!
As in terms of what you may need, going for Test (Sustanon or whatever other) or Clen might not be the best idea for you. I would actually recommend you to go see a doctor about your Test levels - if they are realy low, a doctor would put you on TRT. at least have a blood work with your test levels and update.
I'm just trying to keep you safe man. You might have noticed that I am a source of supps (steroids etc.) but I still do not recommend their use to you, at least as for now. You've got to keep dieting and working out natty for at least some more months. Is quite obvious you weren't able to gain too much taken in consideration you've had years of addiction. Now that you got off - go for regular workout, cardio, healthy diet and calorie surplus for months as a natty. Then you may be going for roids.
after all, why you need Clen? are you overweight? All you may need now is a low dosage of test. but you may receive it from your doctor as TRT in case your test levels are indeed low.
taken in consideration you had addiction issues, i recommend you to avoid putting any substances in your body for at least some more months alongside with healthy lifestyle such as diet and workout. go for a blood test and doctor visit and update! good luck man! inspiring story!
 
BiggyBill

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Hopefully you and your familiar will be fine. as Supps said - you may want to be natty at the moment, but if you still wish to go for something - Sust is your best choice, esp taken in consideration that you had great success with it.
but as it was said - going to a doc for checking your test levels is indeed very good! good luck man! wish you sincere soberness!
 
alphawolflabs

alphawolflabs

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First thing you need to do is get comprehensive bloodwork done. Then I would focus on stimulating your body's testosterone production. I would not jump on testosterone injections. I would want to reverse the damage done from years of drug abuse. I've seen a lot of former addicts jump on steroids after becoming "sober". In essence they are just replacing one drug with another. Steroids becomes their new addiction. Reality is one can't consider themselves sober if they are administering illegal controlled substances. I know this isn't what you want to hear but it is for your own good. You need to consult a specialist and be completely honest about your drug use history. They will do bloodwork and come up with a treatment plan. Best thing is your insurance will cover this.
 
HulkSmashShan

HulkSmashShan

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Thanks brother! Thanks for the reply and not only the reply but being sincere. I have been sober now for a little over 5 months. I have done a cycle of Sustanon and had good gains. I am looking forward to my next. I do have a doc and I do counseling and also am on bupenorphine to push aside any possible physical withdrawal. I actually will take your advice however and go nd get extensive blood work done. Do any of you on this forum suggest a certain kind of blood test? Thanks again
 
HulkSmashShan

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suppsforlife said:
Amazing story Hulk Smash Shan! I am very glad for you that you managed to get off such a life and started a newer, brighter life! Needless to mention that you're on the right direction! keep up the good work!
As in terms of what you may need, going for Test (Sustanon or whatever other) or Clen might not be the best idea for you. I would actually recommend you to go see a doctor about your Test levels - if they are realy low, a doctor would put you on TRT. at least have a blood work with your test levels and update.
I'm just trying to keep you safe man. You might have noticed that I am a source of supps (steroids etc.) but I still do not recommend their use to you, at least as for now. You've got to keep dieting and working out natty for at least some more months. Is quite obvious you weren't able to gain too much taken in consideration you've had years of addiction. Now that you got off - go for regular workout, cardio, healthy diet and calorie surplus for months as a natty. Then you may be going for roids.
after all, why you need Clen? are you overweight? All you may need now is a low dosage of test. but you may receive it from your doctor as TRT in case your test levels are indeed low.
taken in consideration you had addiction issues, i recommend you to avoid putting any substances in your body for at least some more months alongside with healthy lifestyle such as diet and workout. go for a blood test and doctor visit and update! good luck man! inspiring story!
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Thank you so much for your sincere reply. I have been going full natty for abt just 4 weeks now and doing exactly like you mentioned in your reply. I am actually a workout type of dude and do watch what I put into my body. (for the last 6 months obviously). I don't hardly do red meat very low fat intake and zero sat fats as best I can. I got some test booster and as you all know it's not the same but just on the typical supps for now. ( Test booster , pre workout, low sugar and low fat diet. ) Any supps you could recommend while I'm going natty? I'm not going to start off being a POS liar in this community. Is am interested in the clen just to cut fat and it is mainly for the wife. She is sober as well. We did it together man. She actually has 7 months clean and works out with me. She has packed on major pounds in all the wrong areas but she has always been a dime piece and never worked out in her life. Age catches up w us all at some point I reckon. She has been working her ass off though I am proud of her. We walk 2 to 4 miles a day and workout 3 to 4 times weekly with weights and she does yoga as well.
 
suppsforlife

suppsforlife

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HulkSmashShan said:
Any supps you could recommend while I'm going natty?
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the supps I am selling would stop you be natty anymore. So if you talked with your doctor and he told you that TRT is what you need, then yeah, you can go on a low test weekly dosage.
HulkSmashShan said:
Is am interested in the clen just to cut fat and it is mainly for the wife.
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Clen for your wife might work very well if you're both working out and dieting lately. the addition of this compound would greatly boost the fat loss processes.

Either you go natty or even if you add anything - I really hope you're going to be fine. your life really seemed has changed a lot and I hope it would continue changing for the better. your story is very motivational, i just imagine what you've been through...
 
HulkSmashShan

HulkSmashShan

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HulkSmashShan said:
Howdy everyone as your read in the title I am a 41 yo make who is looking to get some gains. I am a survivor of a decade long heroin addiction. My addiction started the same way many others did or has. I was in a life changing car wreck that obliterated my spine at L5s1 and resulted in sciatica and foot drop. I was way over prescribed on opiates for pain management for 9 years and when all the pain clinics were shut down by the DEA I transfered my opiate addiction to IV heroin use. I am clean and sober for over 200 days now and my quality of life is amazing. God is good man! There only remains one problem. As I am sure many of you reading this are aware opioids kill testosterone in the body. My prolonged use paired with being 41 has taken my test levels to ultimately zero. I cannot achieve an erection over the last 2 years and even with a steady weight and diet program my gains are very minimal. I did read the forum rules and I am happy to be here. If anyone can direct me on the right path with gear suggestions I would be forever grateful. I am looking to cut with clenbuterol but I have had success in the past with Sustanon blends. Please DM me or email me if you feel compelled to help. ALL suggestions are appreciated beyond understanding! I just want to be a part of something and gain new friends. I decided to save my own life abt 9 months ago and uprooted my wife and I and moved a few hours away from that toxic city where I battled the addiction. That included dropping User friends and phone numbers so I'm a loner. Thanks in advance fellaa.
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20210515_184448.jpgweek one of workout with tren e @ 150/every 5 days and 60mg winstrol daily. Starting to push Sustanon with the stack this week. So far so good side effects minimal sleeping better than I ever have and loving the deep rem sleep and dreams. High protein low fat diet that belly and love handles got to go for sure but not bad at all for a damn 12 years heroin addict junky. Over 9 months sober and loving every single minute of my life.
 
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HulkSmashShan said:
View attachment 864108week one of workout with tren e @ 150/every 5 days and 60mg winstrol daily. Starting to push Sustanon with the stack this week. So far so good side effects minimal sleeping better than I ever have and loving the deep rem sleep and dreams. High protein low fat diet that belly and love handles got to go for sure but not bad at all for a damn 12 years heroin addict junky. Over 9 months sober and loving every single minute of my life.
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Oh yeah almost forgot. 6'4 214 lbs. But u know my BMI is off the charts bad probably. Weighed in at abt a buck 70 6 months ago.
 
BiggyBill

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HulkSmashShan said:
Oh yeah almost forgot. 6'4 214 lbs. But u know my BMI is off the charts bad probably. Weighed in at abt a buck 70 6 months ago.
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from the photo shared it doesn't look like BMI is really that bad.

Glad you're doing great with minimal side effects. pretty sure you'll be doing fine and would also become bigger than your dad as long as you're consistent!
 
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