My biggest problem with pain killers is I went 40 years without having to take them and now I try not to take them. Some days I think I will be right and just keep going and my headache will get worse then I feel sick.
When I’m driving and I feel it I always take them but say I’m just working or I’m training I will shrug it off.
Just like almost every other thing, there's a difference between using and abusing!
I wish I learned that lesson a long time ago. That's also why I'm trying to be so cautious about my gear use. I'm trying to keep doses low. Because I know myself, and how easily I could start to abuse the gear.
Like right now, I'm 4 weeks into my blast. Everything is going very well. I'm seeing small improvements every 4 days or so. No side effects... just a awesome blast session. But there's a huge part of me that wants to add another 200mg of test and 100mg of tren and deca to my weekly dose.
But why? It doesn't make sense, I'm seeing results and I have no negative side effects... so why in the hell would I want to up the dosage? To maybe get bigger results faster and risk sides?
It's that demon in me that just wants more... I'm desperately trying to be smarter than that.