Im going to sound like a dick here ,but i assure you thats furthest from my intentions .
How many new members do i see ,saying that they already ran cycle , i ran anadrol,i ran dbol,i ran super drol .sorry to break it they are not cycles , that is called making a horrible mistake .what did your blood work look like before this mistake ? what was the condition of your liver ? you dont know. ,of course not ,because 0 education was put in ,or you would know that test is the base to every cycle .
So you want to cycle , so im guessing that you already hit your natural potential ? you got countless hours of reaserch in correct ? you know the pros and the cons correct ? you have a basic knowledge of diet , and the DISCIPLINE, to follow through with such diet ? you have ample gym time , and also exhibitthe DISCIPLINE, to not fall short ? and much more .. but if you answered No , to anyone of these questions i beg you to reconsider .( for the record ,i answered no to all but 1 of these when i started ,so im not a hypocrite.. i made a terrible mistake .
I was on the top of my game before aas , with 20+ years of NATTY ,under my belt ,felt better looked just as good and was as strong ,so your asking yourself why did you start using. why. BECAUSE I THOUGHT WHY NOT , i just can get bigger ,stronger. i met a gym rat that had orals and a worker i had ,wanted us to run so i used aas. , ( it was not a cycle ) and if every answer to the above questions is 1 no your not ready either .
This is not a cheap way of life , so im sure you have the means , to get your whole cycle ,meaning prebloods , halfway ,and post ? you have all your aas ? ( alot will answer yes to this ) so im taking it you have your aro,adex ( you should have both ,until you know you) if a 19nor is in the mix ,you should have your prami,brom.,or caber on hand correct ?? Now i know that freezers packed , right ? and theres a solid diet to match your goals in place correct ? once agion if your answer is whats a ai ? whats a da? my diet is sea food , (i eat what i see. ) .if your asking your whats these questions your not ready !!
see you have a choice you all may have already ran a oral , and thats a mistake not a cycle , but you found a site where people care deeply about your health and well being , and YOUR WELL BEING WILL BE OUR GOAL .. your lucky , but dont be a stubborn mfer listen ..
I didnt , and oh i started with orals only so i am a client , but i also crawled into here , i did educate myself i do know how to run a cycle , and honestly according to my guide lines above have i ever truly ran a 100% propper cycle ,, FUCK NO , ill humble myself , for others and myself .. i knew how to , but diet was not important to me , good genetics , bloodwork why i feel great , then go into my cruise feeling great . i got great results ( but i could have had 100% better results) so i negelected BLOOD WORK ,TRUTH PLAIN AND SIMPLE !!!!!!!
Enough of the book i believe the point was made .I am a novoice ,(and nothing wrong with a novoice PROPPERLY RUNNING ) personally i wish i never did tho. but through my actions ,im sitting here ,with vertago, blurred vision, confusion, horrible decision making , i start shaking at times , lethargy, mood and personality changes , and pains in my right side under rib cage radiating throughout. ,,while i still have to go to work E.D., and then have to look at my wife and pet who has been my life and they depend on me. .. EYE OPENER
So by now your asking , why. here is why my LIVER IS NOT TURNING AMMONIA INTO UREA , bingo severe liver damage ,you guessed it. non reversable .. but possibly, i can stop the damage with a 90,000$ treatment. ill go reach in my safe pull out 90k. and get better right. WRONG. !! Opps i work for myself , and no insurance. , so. what brought this on all of the above , not just aas , bad diet , no propper bloods , aas use ,lack of propper liver support ,ALCOHOL ON cruise ,PRE EXISTING CONDITIONS ??..
How many ,addicts (alcohol,and drugs or both) do i see on the boards ,countless. i ask you,SINCERLY ASK YOU. WHAT IS THE STATE OF YOUR LIVER ???YOU KNOW ,,I DID.
BUT AAS BETTER THAN THE ALTERNATIVE CORRECT. ?? ASK YOUR SELF. TRULY ASK YOUR SELF.
books over point made i wasnt going to share , but.that would be stright ignorance and selfishness on my part. BECAUSE I CARE ,ALWAYS DID AND IF 1 PERSON LISTENS. I HELPED , DONT FUCK UP LIKE ME. , this has been coming for some time , months ,
GOOD LUCK.
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love em. brock,cawleyflow,Pantene,yuka, pumpkin,spinish. carrots. ... i drink fresh vegetable shakes at nite. i must take a few tuper where dishes to work ,,i refuse to eat ,if its not whole food. like the other day forgot lunch had a salad with chicken but i had to search for a diner . also i find myself eating like 6 or more meals. all day. .. crazy but we just put carrots in blender added water and lemon juice. and to my surprise its excellent. .. i drink 1 coffee in morning. ,then its water day and nite i throw in like 2 12oz green tea. and were still experimenting...