I can honestly say , i have not cruised or ran ANY , aas in at least 6 to 8 weeks
Before that i started a cruise maybe pinned 1x or 2 and stopped i was scared due to the liver
I think it's fair to say after running and cruising for well over 5 years , that im bottomed out but i was nervous..
Needless to say i can't remember the last time I had sex , I've been majorly depressed and mood swings for the worse BAD
Well , i just started right now a cruise , im hoping that all comes back , energy , sence of well being , and mostly give my deprived wife some pleasure , think thats why i havnt been to active also i have had lack of everything , but the depress and bad feeling getting to bad ...
I feel like I just pinned a virgin gluten, hopefully in a week im back to the old me .. like i said i was nervous but this is not living these months have been stright torture .
Pretty bad when you start not liking yourself anymore , so ill keep you informed on my mood , im positive this will have a 360 turn around for me ... I hope , im still here guys and gals i just have not been myself and i miss it so bad ,