My doctor started me on TRT about 10 months ago, he started me on 200 mgs of test cypionate a week. Everything was going fine and in the past I've done cycles of test and other stuff before and ALWAYS made sure that before I even made my purchase that I already had my PCT stuff on hand. Prior to starting TRT I'd never ran a cycle longer than 6 weeks and I always did a good job of keeping size and strength after the cycle due to proper PCT. Let me cut to the chase, UNFORTUNATELY for me I had no clue that my doctor was a complete idiot and has NO BUSINESS EVER starting someone on TRT after what he did to me and the position I am now in. After 5 months of continuous TRT I developed testicular atrophy (which I'm still dealing with btw) so I went to him to 1st off show him that I'm having a serious problem and I was looking for a solution such as him adding HCG and Clomid to my TRT to get the boys going again. Instead he said, "the best and healthiest thing for me to do for you at this point is to put an immediate stop to your testosterone and just let your body heal itself naturally, you don't need HCG or Clomid or anything like that"....OBVIOUSLY I wasn't too keen on his horrible advice as the idea of KNOWING that I would be COMPLETELY shut down and then have ZERO libido/energy/LIFE for God knows how long after an abrupt stop like that. So I began looking into websites where I could continue purchasing test and just continue running the same dose of TRT I was on until I found some answers as the best way to get rid of this problem. I've purchased an amp of HCG that I have here at home but I still need to get bac water to mix it and I am on a very tight budget so UNFORTUNATELY again I have to save up and wait until I'll have enough money to purchase the bac water and I also need an empty 10 ml vial to mix the HCG in because the HCG powder itself is 5000 IU's and it's in a little 1 ml amp, I've never in my life used HCG before because I have REALLY only done maybe 4 cycles in my entire life and they were pretty light and only 4-6 week long so usually just Clomid alone was enough for me to get my body evened out. I was in my early to mid 20's at the time too so my natural test levels seemed to come back quickly and I used to have a decent ng/dl test number back then WITHOUT test. I was also told that purchasing Arimedix might be a wise purchase as well. So here are the questions I REALLY have now that I've gotten a little insight as to what I need to do to fix my situation, I 1st need help on dosage recommendations for all of the above aforementioned items (HCG,Clomid, & Arimedix), and my other question is, while I'm using the HCG, Clomid, & Arimedix, should I then discontinue the use of test for 6-8 weeks or so in order to let my body start back up? Or would I be ok still just running the 200 mgs a week of test while I'm using the HCG, Clomid, and Arimedix? I was given a recommendation on how to dose the HCG and the advice I was given by a source whom I've heard high praise from by many is to pin 500 IU's a day for 10 days, I just want to make sure I have all of my bases cleared and fully understand EVERYTHING before I make the purchases, my health is of high importance to me obviously and I am scared to death right now with what's going on with my body. If ANYONE who TRULY knows what they're talking about (as I assume PROBABLY ALL OF YOU will know better than me) can PLEASE set me on the right path as to run what, and when, and if I should be doing them all at the same time etc etc then I would be so grateful. Please I am begging I am in diar NEED of help. I apologize for those of you who are against people who do this but as I mentioned before I am disabled and on a fixed income (SSI income) so I am thinking about putting together a go fund me page or something because I just DON'T have the funds to purchase the Clomid, the bac water, and Arimedix all at once. That could take me 2-3 months to save up enough to purchase just those items and I CANNOT go any longer dealing with the testicular atrophy and not fixing it for that long. Thank you for any who read this and could please take the time to kindly respond back helpfully."