fighter1984
New member
so last winter I had a great cycle I pinned perfectly I ate perfectly and I trained super hard once and most of the time twice a day. But then life happened I lost my job, had to move, and had been going through a lot of stress from a very rocky relationship. To say the least I was depressed I had no gym membership lost my gym buddies and didn't have the money to even eat right. At the end of my cycle I think I looked the best I had in years but since April I feel that I have lost everything. Today is my second day back in the gym and it is great to be back but it's a double edge sword because it's also depressing I'm not hitting anywhere close to any weight I was this winter and getting fatigued half way through my workout makes me want to quit. But I never quit, I always finish strong as I can drink my shake and go home feeling like I have to start over once again. The people on this site give me support and encouragement to just "muscle" through and get back to where i was this winter. This is just a big thank you to dolf, sieg, milkin, and nytex. For the advise support and encouragement to keep my head down and just keep going so thanks guys for everything you do. I couldn't do it without you.