Brother your not small big No meansโฆ!!!
Best/Better definition than anyone I have seen in awhile
Oh I know... Us ripped dudes just want to be big.. while big dudes want to be ripped!
Is it really that much to be both?



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(Apparently... Yeah)
I know I'm "big" every where I go... People are starring at me... Calling me big guy and all that. My body dismorphia fucks with me a little bit. I don't always remember I'm 6ft 190+.
My girl is constantly reminding me... Picking on me that I shake the house when I walk.
I've been at work for 2 weeks now and I've already broke 3 things


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(A rake, pull start cord, and completely snapped a bolt)
So my boss has been calling me "wreck it Ralph "
But... To me... I'm not "big"
Look good without a shirt on... Oh yeah... But "big" no... Not yet. I think once I finally get over 200lbs that will change. Have to get pass "victim weight"


I just want that impressive size ya know... That look you, Wes and Lee definitely have.
Like look big in clothes look!
I'm just not there.. but my appetite is in fuckin overdrive again... I'm constantly hungry and constantly eating again. So hopefully this year is the year I break 200!!
I just wore this very outfit to our local grocery store... Exactly like this... Hoodie dropped over the shoulder...
It's 32ยฐ here... But they had the heat blasting... And my super stoned girl was taking forever to shop...
But the amount of dirty looks I got




. I want to buy those spy glasses just to share with you guys how often I get the dirtiest fuckin looks.
I know I ask for it... But it's still crazy! I just love how people just get the fuck out of my way though. I never have to say excuse me or anything like that.
People just move when they see me coming... And apologize for no reason.
(I flipped the picture so you could read my shirt)