After reading your profile and the info you posted, I honestly would not recommend Halotestin, it would really serve no purpose in the long term, and the liver toxicity is just not worth it in my opinion. Unless you are solely focused on strength training for a powerlifting meet or strongwoman competition, Halotestin just isnt worth it. As far as the intramuscular injections, I will say this, once you do your first injection and "break the ice" so to speak, it does get easier. However, it is not something I would recommend to the regular gym rat. If you are set on the GH, I do agree that it is much better than doing AAS, especially considering the fact that you are a female, way less sides to worry about, only downside is, it does get pretty expensive. GH and Anavar, are the 2 female friendly compounds to combine in my opinion, the problem is, nowadays it is HONESTLY hard to find LEGITIMATE Anavar. I have found, from experience that MOST UGL out there either produce severely underdosed, or bunk Anavar, sometimes its just Tbol or low dosed Dbol they pass of as Anavar. REAL Pharma Grade Anavar dosed at 20-30 mgs a day I can tell is real and effective within a few weeks, there are UGL labs producing "anavar tabs/capsules" dosed at 40-60 mgs per cap/tab and didnt even come close to the results I saw from 20mg/day of Pharma grade Var. I am not a big fan of orals, but when I do decide to hop on an oral steroid, its Pharma grade or none.