Jar, As i stated, I'm an open book. You have helped me in a way that not many can. I watch the way you, Dolf, cheezy and others conduct themselves under pressure situations and i was looking at how i do it. My way is wrong. My way lands me in prison. You guys get your point across and move forward. You already know how i feel about you... Tomorrow Bro...... EAGLE.........
I hear ya. I was in a shitty position for some years n a lot had to do with my job as well as other factors n because of how I handled it, or didn't handle it, I lost the love of my life, my wife left me. Ironic thing is now that the smoke has cleared n so has my head she saw this coming. She begged n pleaded n tried but I didn't see it. N everything she said I can now see n understand n know that she was right all along. She only wanted the best for me, for us, n was only telling me shit out of love. I finally reached out to her n apologized for everything n told her I get it now. I get it all. But unfortunately a day late n a dollar short. She moved on n is doing great n I'm just filled with deep regret of a life I once had, could of still had. Switched where I work but the job is still the same, just not as bad, but I'm continuing to try n be the man she was trying to get me to be. The man she met. It's taking some time getting back to that place but there will always be one thing missing when I get there. Her. So ya I got a lot of work to do too. I feel ya.