I. Guilty of going above and beyond , I talked to milk, then I talked to dex , about a badge , which was brought up once before , did I feel beef was way above and beyond , yes , i do and I stand by that , and will , how many pm, s did I receive by respectful brothers asking me why this is allowed ??? I was told to fuckoff and I was a clown , did I blow up , no I did not , nor will I agion , never , I carry my self with respect , I had my down fall with tren and got a chip and I also realized it and maned up and appolagized if anyone got offeneded , other than that I would like to think im level headed and calm, anyone that says they didnt experience the monster at one time on tren or a heavy cycle id say reevaluate , so now im who I was , I didnt look at it As going over a head , I looked at it as a weekend and there is not much mod action , and if so are they looking at the threads and if so , yes im real and I will keep it real , beef was stright trashing , not only dl, but me , donttrip, bigl , some new bro , whos probley gone now xand he was a down to earth brother , so I disagree , but at the same time I know my place and im a member , only and will accept , that it was handled , we are human brothers we all have differnt feelings and dont think alike , and we all have a differnt way of handling shit , you dont have to like mine nor me yours but I must respect yours , which yiur gonna say I didnt , well its sunday maybe you didnt read all threads or what ever , but did I think you gave beef favortism yes , I did , did I wish at the time I had a badge yes I do because when I said your being disrespect maybe I wouldnt have been called a fuck and clown and everything else as everyone did , I appolagize for trying to look iut for the community , which I promise wont happen agion , and anyone offened , maybe you neex to look a little closer and ask did I REALLY HAVE BEST INTEREST OF COMMUNITY , AT HEART , I BELEIVE I DID , AND YES I NEED TO REMEMBER AND MEMBERS also need to remember im a member just like you , andd sorry I take the site so personal , I do but I promise it will stop , it must , and will, it just feels a part of me , and I tryed to disfuse it , thats all , just like plp say that cant be friends they must stay neutral a d professional for the sake of the site , I say my interest was in the site and the bros being disrespected .. like I said im a member I know it know to remember it and bros , please im a member just like you , so I have as much power as you , hope we can get by this , if so good if not I will live with it , I did what I felt right , but in future I will , go watch cnn