Haha... I'm usually the last one too push gear.
The majority of people that come here i tell them to wait. Focus on diet and training. The majority of people who are starting gear for the first time would get much better results from eating properly than gear.
$150 worth of chicken and rice will put more size on you than $150 worth of gear. Most people don't eat nearly enough or eat the right foods.
Plus they think gear is magic and will just turn them into a bodybuilder. That's simply not true. Getting on gear is a very big deal and needs to be treated as such.
But... You're very different. You're not looking to get on gear to get jacked. You're looking for quality of life and mental well being.
I know first hand the benefits of test.
I can write another paragraph of all the ways test has changed my life for the better... But I think you get it by now.
I always tell everyone that joins here that "gear isn't magic, it's not going to just put muscle on you"
But in your case... It will be almost like magic. Getting on gear to get bigger and stronger is a lot different than getting on trt. you're basically injecting the fountain of youth into yourself.
The only real decision you have to make is what test you should buy.
Test E
Test C
Test sust
Personally... I think you should start with sust.
It has long and short esters. So you will start feeling the effects in days instead of weeks.
Since you need 4 vials of test for a year of trt I highly suggest that you buy
1 sust
2 test c
1 test e
Start with the sust.
.5ml per week .25ml per injection. 150mg total weekly.
Then when the sust is over start the test e. Then try the test c when the e is over.
This way you have 20 weeks on each compound and can decide what one you like more.
Some people really prefer test e over test c. Others are the exact opposite. Personally I've ran them both and notice no difference. But everyone is different. Some people get less water retention from c and others get more from c. Some get gyno from e and others don't.
This is why it's important to try all of them, then make your decision for longevity.
There's very little difference between test e and test c. But there's a huge difference between those 2 and sust. Sust is a mix of long and fast esters.
testosterone propionate 30mg
testosterone phenylpropionate 60mg
testosterone isocaproate 60mg
testosterone decanoate 100mg
So unlike test e and c that will take 3,4 maybe even 5 weeks to really start working.
Sust will be taking full effect by week 2 and you'll probably start feeling it in the first few days.
Now here's something extremely important that lots of people don't seem to understand.
Even though gear is a "drug" and you are injecting it in your body... It doesn't work like other "drugs"
We're all so used to taking something... A pill, beer, smoking weed... And a few minutes later feeling different.
Gear isn't like that. It doesn't change how you "feel" like a altered state of mind. And it's definitely not like a light switch. It's small changes in behavior, energy, libido, sleep, hunger and emotions over a period of time.
But having test so low... I'm sure you will notice the effects pretty quickly. Just remember it's hormones not narcotics. So the changes that you will "feel" aren't going to be dramatic and instant.
I hope I explained that well enough... Because when I got on gear the first time the first few weeks were pretty... Anticlimactic. I thought I was going to feel like a superhero overnight. And it's just not the case.
Don't get me wrong you feel soooo much better... But I was expecting the limitless pill. Instead I got a very slow time machine.
The superhero feeling doesn't come until you add mast (and tren... Don't do tren... It's the greatest thing in the world, it will destroy your life... Best compound ever, you'll regret instantly... And never want to come off
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