Milk you just hit the nail right on the head bro,,, I'm on tren and prop high dose also ,,I'm not angry or aggressive ,or ignorant ,,I'm probley overly understanding ,for real and more helpful than usually ,and I know my aromansin is right and my caber ,,holly shit maybe to much cabrer:) I feel like Ron Jeremy ,for real ,,but like today bought wife a new glass top stove its weird ,I got chocked up and shit ,,or if I help a bro out ,and its appreciated yes I get chocked up ,,makes me happy that I can do for someone ,,and I'm keeping it real here ,,and don't give a shit ,its not about being soft trust me I'm the farest from ,, but yes I get happy when I help and yes it gets me chocked up with a good feeling ,,,now on the flip side and its happened today ,a want to be tough guy cuts me off ,then him and his want to be boy ,,want to raw raw raw try to intimidate me ,,NOT ,, bro ended up on his hood with his nose ,hanging off his face ,,and his boy took off running down the street ,,and I had witnesses that he cut me off ,then him and friend had road rage and came at me ,,only problem ,,they ain't never screwed with no dog ,,but I blacked out ,,,the anger went to roof but my mind is also penatentary ,,and when someone comes at me ,,I take it as life or death ,,but like old women and men and the cops said there want to be tough guys ,,so if put in a corner ,I defend self tren related absolutely not ,,I'd do it off cycle ,,but yes to the subject ,good subject bro ,+1