That's awesome brother! Glad it calmed down a little bit.
But I think I know what happened... you're main "sexual release" aka your wife isn't there. So luckily once the temptation went away, your sex drive lowered. A kinda "out of sight, out of mind" kinda thing.
But I have a feeling once she's around again, you're gonna notice a huge increase.
Definitely best case scenario!
And don't worry I'm kind of a fake natty as well. No one but my girl knows I'm on gear. Its not that I'm ashamed or trying to hide it.
I just don't feel like dealing with everyone's opinions on gear.
I can't stand hearing advice from someone who knows nothing about the subject.
Like they think they somehow know more about gear than I do.
Having some fat ass tell me how gear is super unhealthy and is gonna kill me in my 50s... meanwhile they drink a 6 pack every day, constantly eat at McDonald's and haven't done any kind of exercise since high school... but yeah... gear is definitely the unhealthy choice...
I just can't deal with those people, I've been known to make them cry. Plus if I'm being 100% honest... I don't know how much past 60 years old I want to live anyway. The way inflation is going I don't think retirement is going to be possible for me in 30 years time... and 70 looks fucking miserable! So late 50s early 60s... that's a win for me.
I still can't believe I lived through my 20s