Thank you broHello and welcome.
we can't talk about sources in open forum - but closely watch for names/avatars and you'll find some. check top rated sources too.
about first cycle - I would recommend you to read this post: https://musclegurus.to/forum/threads/first-cycle-checklist-and-shopping-list.92480/
Whats up, Wildman. Supps was spot on with his post. If you see a source of member that peaks your interest, shoot them an IM. Some of the best domestic and most reliable sources found are here, you just have to approach them. If I can help you in anyway, feel free to hit me up. Good luckI’ve been in the gym hardcore for almost three years. I lost 140 pounds then started trying to put on mass. I want to try my first cycle and really need advice on the best cycle and best place to get stuff. Thanks a lot guys