Theres only 2 people you don't lie to, your doctor and your lawyer!
I just read through all this, yes it can seem overwhelming at first. It seems like a lot, but it's not.
First cycle 250mg of test e or test c. Try to find a 10ml vial that's 250mg per ml. It will make dosages much easier. Do two .5ml (125mg) injections a week, for 12 or 16 weeks (you'll need 2 10ml vials either way) Then its smart to have Arimidex on hand. That's a estrogen blocker you use as needed. If you start to get high est sides like gyno or excessive water retention, you would use Arimidex as symptoms arise.
Then for your pct, which you start 4 weeks after your last test injection, you need Nolvadex or clomid. Some run both, others just use one.
Only once you have all these things, then you can start your cycle.
Dont just start test and wait until you're growing breast to order the Arimidex. Also don't wait to buy the pct. Its important that you start it 4 weeks after your very last test injection of your cycle. Things happen, sites get shut down, mail gets lost. You don't want to be waiting and waiting to start your pct. Plus shipping... it sucks but its very real. Rather spend the $20 or $30 once to have everything shipped together, than spend that every time you need something.
I literally just started my very first cycle thanks to the fine gentleman you've been talking to. Thanks to them I'm doing it safe and smart and really enjoying the experience.