Ok well I'll lay down some of the particulars for ya. I am 44 y but u asked soears young. I'm 5 ft 8 n half. I weigh in current at 193. ( some of that is water retention from the test) but I've been in gym going on 18 months the last 8 months of that has been with gear assistance. I've run shorter cycles up to this last one I'm currently on. but it's predominantly been Test n tren. I've went back n forth with the shorter and longer esters. recently I started just to try n keep an even keel so to speak used both the long and short action esters together just at different intervals. The tren does without question do what it's supposed with me. I used Diana bol, and deca aside from these. There's something special about TREN and I've gladly sacrificed restful 8 hour sleep nights for 2 to 3 hour wake up drenched sleep nights. It's gotten better lately probably because this is the 1st full 12 week cycle I've run and have adjusted to some things. I don't care about the tren dick which is real, I don't use the damn thing anymore anyway. (sorry if it's TMI) but u asked so here it is. The first 9 or 10 months in the gym was with all the bullshit creatinines and protein powders, aminos, everything else that comes along with the usual GNC diet But even though I was busting my ass all I could accomplish was the weight loss and lower body fat percentage which is what I wanted at first, but I kept hitting g plateau after plateau and I'd switch my routine up and I wasn't getting anywhere. A few years ago a doctor had started giving me weekly testosterone injections because my levels both free and total were below the range. Alotta that aside from my age is my history. I was a heroin addict for 13 years and the last 3 years of that addiction were with crystal meth. Now that all ties in ya know it just depletes your testosterone levels and I struggled with something called anhedonia because my brain just doesn't release dopamine or endorphins like other people. Now I've been in shape before I did prison time and all I did was burpees, pull ups , dips, calisthenics, isometrics, I got out each time pretty cut in but it goes away fast. So I got clean almost 18 months ago and I wanted to get into the construction laborer union 242 so I wanted to get into shape for it because it's a hard job. So about 8 months ago it occurred to me.....Jay your not scared of needles, your not getting anywhere even eating a better diet and taking all this bullshit from GNC - y the hell not! so I let the ol balls drop straightened my back out my shoulders up n decided to go for it and I ordered my 1st battalion of gear. Dude!! in 1 fukkin month, I swear u der everything holy it was night n day difference. Now I screwed that first cycle up as I did so much of everything I got to point I couldn't get my feet in my work boots my legs were so swollen. Edema.
gave myself a couple rounds of cellulitis because I wasn't clean the area good enough where I was pinning. I've since learned, I've got things down now as far as my plan well I originally wanted to do 1 year of gear and then transition into TRT and from there just utilize the peptides, and other supplements. I take L carnitine, and L lysine now to help with synthesis of the protein. I also take L arginine and L citrulline for the nitric oxide affects and I really do get benefits from those supplements. But I had 2 partial tears of the tendons in my right bicep a while back and saw a specialist once and never made it in to see the surgeon but they were on the fence with whether I should get surgery or let it heal on its own and then I ordered the deca Durabolin and briefly incorporated that into my cycle, I wanted to use the hgh and deca but I couldn't afford to get the hgh at the time as the shit is expensive.
