Hey, Malt. Sorry to hear about your employment misfortune. I hope things turn around for you.
At MG, we are trying to cultivate a community of men. Therefore we demand our members be responsible for themselves, hold themselves accountable and remain true to their word.
You are being held accountable to the cycle log you created. A simple update of your log with the information you just provided would have avoided the confusion. From the perspective of the community, it appears that you received free or discounted gear in exchange for a cycle log and then bailed on it. I hope you see this from our perspective the same way that I see the situation from yours. If you can send a text message to someone then you can update your cycle log, so I doubt there is any excuse to not do so.
All we want is a community of men. I'm asking you to recognize that you could have provided an update in your cycle log instead of leaving us all to make assumptions. Perhaps we are in the wrong for making these assumptions, but our perspective doesn't allow us to give someone the benefit of the doubt at this time. We just lost a member around your age and I know several of us were beginning to worry about you, especially considering your recent thread on liver stress.
We want to see you succeed more than anything else.