I'll tell you what... My reboot time is fucking dog shit!
From... 13 to... 22 I needed maybe 5 minutes... Maybe. Then from 22 to... Just a few years ago... Let's say 32 I only needed 15 minutes.
Now... Id say close to a hour. And the only way it's gonna happen in a hour is if she's all over me.
I also think it's mental too... Since I have nerve damage... I know the work that Im gonna have to put in to get twice within just a few hours. Might sound crazy to some... But sometimes it's just not worth it. Id rather wait a few hours at this point in my life.
But our usual sessions are 45-60 minutes.
So if I go for a hour... Wait a hour... Then go for a hour... That's a lot of fuckin work!
And I don't know if I'm alone on this, but the second nut is WAYYYY harder to get out.
I've also learned about something called "delayed ejaculation" the more I read and learn about it... The more I think I have it.
I always hear people talking about having sex for 2,5,10 even 15 minutes.
There's just no fucking way! I always thought it was nerve damage from my accident as a child.
But the more I learn about it... The more I think it's the cause.
Mostly because of my stupid over active brain.
The majority of the time I can't just be in the moment. I'm having 90 different thoughts. Is that a good scream or bad scream, am I hurting her, is she really enjoying this, why is this taking so long, is the dog staring at me? Shit is the door unlocked, oh yeah I'm supposed to be trying to cum, damn this is taking forever, damn look at those titties bounce, I can't believe it's only Tuesday and I don't have a day off until Sunday, shit I think I'm hurting her....
That's a pretty good look inside my head during sex


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Meanwhile she's just shaking with her eyes in the back of her head... I'm doing fucking calculus in my head.
But here's the really weird... Annoying part.
Maybe too much information... but we all know I love to over share.
I don't get lost in my head during sex... If sex lats 45 minutes... I'm totally in it right up until minute 43.
Once it's my turn to finish... That's when it starts. It drives me fucking crazy!
And tren has made those last 2 minutes... Fucking brutal. Nothing like intense cardio on tren!
Also... FUCK MEMORY FOAM BEDS!! yeah they are comfy too sleep on, but there's no fucking bounce! No rhythm or momentum to use... No... Just all fuckin leg drive.
I swear this mattress and tren is going to cause me a fucking heart attack.