Well fuck... Is there a way to only trt and stick to a strict diet?
That really fucking sucks brother... I swear it's only the good people who go through all the bullshit.
I know real cock suckers... Not the good kind like my girl who makes the world a better place...
But real class A scumbags... Like my piece of shit alcoholic cousin who has 8 kids from 6 different women. Doesn't work and lives off the state. A few years back he got like $18,000 back in taxes (remember... He doesn't work...) And you know what he did with that money? Put $2,000 into each kids college fund? Put a deposit down on a bigger place than the 3 bedroom trailer his 8 kids girlfriend and himself live in? Invest some of that money into himself by enrolling into a trade school so he can better himself and therefore his kids? Any of those?
No... He bought Chrysler 300 and tattoo sleeved his left arm. Then with the rest of that money he bought so much alcohol and coke... threw a party and he got so fucked up he gave his mother... My aunt... A black eye. A 5'4 110lb women in her late 50s... That's who he decided to hit.. his own fucking mother.
Yet... He's the picture of health... Except for his teeth... A few of those may or may not be missing because of a certain... Steroid enthusiast who tracked him down after I... Umm.. I mean "he" heard what this scumbag had done to his own mother.
I'm sorry for the rant... But I swear this is always the fucking case. The good people suffer while the people who fucking deserve to rot walk around in a euphoric bliss.
We had another member
@TwisteD who was a really good guy. Then boom... Unexplained illness and was at risk of losing his eye. Wife, kids... Devoted family man... Just unfair shit. He disappeared... And even though he's been gone for months I still think about him and wish him well.
I guess what I'm trying to say is... I'm sorry brother... But I'm sure you will figure it out. Maybe there is a balancing act somewhere in there. A little bit of gear, and clean diet. I mean... I have to imagine a little bit of gear with a good diet and exercise has to be better than no gear and no exercise.
Although I may have just realized why I never get sick... Am I really that much of a asshole?
Son of a bitch... I'm gonna live to 145 unless I start being nice to people...
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, Hopefully it's not too soon for jokes... It's the only way I know how to keep moving forward brother)
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