It’s so fucked up.I'm very happy to hear you're working things out.
Being in a relationship where you're fighting all the time is hard enough... add tren to that... and it's a nightmare.
We All know the saying "happy wife, happy life"
I don't think you'll cheat either... but I promise you're gonna think about it, and you will start to rationalize reasons why it will be ok.
It's the tren...
Normally when I'm with my girl in public I don't even glance at other girls... no matter how fine. I make it a point to keep my eyes on my girl so she knows, shes the only one. I try my hardest to make her feel special and wanted. (The kicker to that is, she'll point out hot girls to me)
But when I'm on tren... I can't help it... I have to look. And make sure they know im looking. It's all these little things that tren changes about you.
Its your libido... the feeling of being king dick and wanting everyone to know it!
Just try not to let your dick do the thinking. If you second guess something and think... maybe I shouldn't... this could be bad for my relationship... this could be the tren making bad decisions, go jerk off then make that decision!
Honestly until now I haven't even thought about it... but this entire conversation has made something incredibly clear.
The biggest side effect of tren, is your rationalization.
The way it can convince you something that normally wouldn't be ok, is now suddenly... ok.
But its not always a bad thing.. it does have good a side. Like of course I can add a plate and go for a new pr. Of course I can eat 2lbs of chicken and rice... of course I can fuck that chick in the ass and my wife won't find out... oh shit... that's a bad one...
But I'm sure you understand what I mean. The way tren can talk you into shit... that's definitely the biggest side effect for me.
Like I'm definitely not one for having sex in public...not since I was a teenager anyway. But just a few weeks ago, it was the greatest idea I ever had.
Tren is like a really shitty best friend... "no ones gonna know" "what's the worst that can happen"
"Yeah... you can definitely slap that bull to the ground"
Be smarter than the tren!
He can be pretty convincing at times.