Idk man there are just days where I think I’m small as fuck and I constantly ask my girl am I smaller am I smaller and she swears up and down I’m not so I just stay away lol
I feel that! Trust me I do. If I miss 1 single day of working out I feel like I lost 25lbs of muscle.
But... when I started lifting again my only concern was my weight. The heavier I got the better I felt, the stronger I felt. I was weighing myself every day. If I lost a pound... I would physically feel weaker and spend the next day just eating and eating. My workouts would suffer because I was only worried about my weight. I finally got to 187lbs... my dream goal is 195-200lb. So in my head... I was so fucking close. Then my girl said "you looking kinda fat"
What? Me? Fat? I don't get fat! So I took pictures and went back and compared. I didn't look fat... but I was definitely puffy and washed out looking. Looking back I can't believe I walked around without a shirt on looking like that. But in my head.. I'm heavy so I look good.
So here's me at my heaviest 187lb... 8lbs away from where I thought I wanted to be. And where I am now about 175lb (give or take)
I'm a solid 10lbs lighter. But look way fucking better.
This is why I don't fuck with the scale anymore