Brother man, I'll add my story. It is much like yours. I'm 51 and used to feel like shit on many levels with all low T symptoms. I could not afford continual doctors visits and everything associated with doing trt all legit. I did a metric crap ton of research, and I also found one of the top rated sources on this forum. I am only here because of that. I only run trt levels of test. I have nothing against other gear, It's just that I am quite happy with the effects of the small dose of test. I am 5'8'', 190lbs. and look pretty damn solid. I can pull 500 on deads, squat 405 for reps. All that to say you will be happy when you start trt. So, I run test cyp. 140mg/wk. I started lower and titrated up to over that, but more was too much for me so I settled at that amount. I could feel the affect in the 2nd week, not fully but something. This all took some time but I eventually got it down. You should definitely run test only at first to know how you react. It is different for everyone. I do not need an A.I. with that small of dose, you may. You also need to learn how to do your own blood work. Merik Health is one the the most reasonable priced paces to get it done. along with the blood work do NOT forget to check your ferritin levels. Well, I don't know if any of that helps you or not. I hope it does. I hate that it is such a fucking hassle for a man to get something as helpful as test. But that's another rant. Good luck man.