I'm sober, and still can't smoke weed. I was a pothead for years. From 13 to 26 I don't think I missed a day of smoking weed. Then my ex got pregnant with my first kid and I quit smoking to get a better job. Between passing the first drug test, then worrying about another surprise test I didn't smoke for 6 whole months.
I finally did and freaked out... fucking hated the experience. Waited a week or so and tried again. That time I got so high I convinced myself I couldn't breathe because I couldn't feel the air going past my throat and into my lungs (it made more sense at the time


) again hated it and waited another few weeks and tried smoking much less. Fucking freaked out, full panic attack.
That happened on and off for like 2 months until I finally gave up. That was 9 years ago and I've probably smoked... maybe 4 times sense then. Every time I try, no matter how little I smoke or what stand I try... full panic and anxiety attacks.
It really sucks because I use to love smoking weed.
My gf is a total pothead and I really wish we could enjoy smoking together. But something in my body just switched and I can't handle it anymore.
Which to me is crazy because I use to be the type that would take 4g of mushrooms and 2 hits of acid... then hit a nitrous balloon...then finally come down with a nice mixture of xanax and special k.
(Doctors said I had a high tolerance

)
So for me to admit that weed is too much for me...