16... and a half (god your young) 500mg of test, 200mg of tren, anadrol, trt, meth-speed and coke....I can only assume that you drink alcohol and smoke weed.
Boy... you need to take a look at your life and figure out how you want your future to look!
Take it from this 35yr old ex junkie (weed, pills, any and all opioids and opiates, xanax, xtc, molly, nitrous, alcohol, coke, special k, mushrooms, acid and weed) who spent longer than you've been alive selling and running drugs, beating and hunting people down (and tying them up) who owed me money or tried to stop me from making it.
Its not a good thing brother... it causes nothing but pain and problems.... so many fucking problems. I use to be the type of guy who got off on hurting people or just knowing others were afraid of me.
When I was younger no one could tell me anything, I just had to learn the hard way. I really hope you figure it out before something bad happens. I'm just so happy I never killed anyone or ended up dead myself. Because the lifestyle you are choosing...its just a matter of time. I've had 17 friends die of a OD since 2006, 4 more from drunk driving and I have 3 friends who will never get out of prison. They were all just like me... they knew it all and were to smart to get caught.
You really need to think about your future little buddy. My personal opinion, take the next 9 years and train and diet your ass off. Reach your absolute genetic potential. Look so good no one will believe you're natural! Then when you hit 25-26 then get on gear and go for your pro card. Learn the discipline it takes to be a professional bodybuilder now, that way it comes as natural as breathing. So when you get on gear you'll become a absolute monster.
Or... continue to fuck around... because as we all know.... the more you fuck around the more you're gonna find out!
I know I'm just some random guy on the internet, but I really do want what's best for you. I've been down the road your walking right now, it doesn't end well. I really wish I listened when I was your age.
But at the end of day the choice is yours.