Ive been taking steroids

[Demi.Human]

Yup... Never ending.
I've come so far... Yet I feel like I still have so much further to go.
Even though I want "only" 20lbs more... It's a big jump. My body seems to be fine around 180-183
Every time I get up to 185-187... It's so fucking hard to maintain. Just a whole other level of diet and determination.
I've hit my fair share of plateaus before... But getting past this 185lb barrier... I'm trying not to do it with just a shit ton of oils and orals....

About 2.5 grams a week and my own oral blend, Dianadrol.

 

[Gainz.]

Jesus... Yeah I'm only running about half that... 500+400+400 and no orals.
My diet is what's killing me right now. It's still clean, it's just the amount.
It's been so hot outside... For some reason when it's hot, Im not hungry. The thought of food makes me nauseous.
But after this blast/cruise I plan on upping my dosage yet again.
Thinking 750mg test, 500-600mg tren, 300mg mast and 400mg deca... And maybe adding some anadrol for the first few weeks while the deca is kicking in

 

[HGH.to]

It's been so hot outside... For some reason when it's hot, Im not hungry. The thought of food makes me nauseous.

that's actually normal. it's a normal reaction for the body to eat less when it's hot and more during cold days. that's why people tend to lose weight in the summer and gain weight in the winter.

Thinking 750mg test, 500-600mg tren, 300mg mast and 400mg deca... And maybe adding some anadrol for the first few weeks while the deca is kicking in

now that's a bulking cycle

 

[Gainz.]

that's actually normal. it's a normal reaction for the body to eat less when it's hot and more during cold days. that's why people tend to lose weight in the summer and gain weight in the winter.

now that's a bulking cycle

I honestly didn't know that... I thought I was the only 1 . But it definitely makes sense.

And yeah... I'm still tossing around the ideas of dosage for the next blast.
Im trying to push up the dosage without being stupid.
I know the mast isn't needed in that blast... But I just can't imagine not running it. Especially if I'll be running tren.

 

[Demi.Human]

I honestly didn't know that... I thought I was the only 1 . But it definitely makes sense.

And yeah... I'm still tossing around the ideas of dosage for the next blast.
Im trying to push up the dosage without being stupid.
I know the mast isn't needed in that blast... But I just can't imagine not running it. Especially if I'll be running tren.

Don't stop taking mast, I let it slide cause of how much gear I've been buying but I regretted it. 3 different kinds of tren building up in me took me by surprise and I realised I was acting like a fucking dick.

Keep taking more dude, dose dependent results, people say the negatives sides are amplified by going over whatever dose, I got no worse side effects titrating up to 7.2ml every 6 days than I get on my cruise dose. Should've done this 6 months ago.

That is terrible advice that you probably shouldn't take.

But, talking point; do you reckon that even among people who admit to using, we play down how much we take, talking to both people in and out of the community?

 

[Gainz.]

But, talking point; do you reckon that even among people who admit to using, we play down how much we take, talking to both people in and out of the community?

Yeah I don't think I'll ever stop taking mast... Especially for blasts. The benefits are just too great. Between how awesome it makes me feel and I have no high est sides while taking it.

But Im fairly certain the majority of people lie about their dose.
Like Joe saying he was only on 75mg of tren per week. Or Larry saying he's only on 125mg of test a week.
Then people on here... I feel like there's 2 forms of thought.

1 being I'm on 2g of shit and 3 different orals but telling people I'm only on 500mg so they think I'm just a animal in the gym with great genetics.

And 2, the guys on 500mg of test but tell people they are on grams of shit because they think it's cool to be on a shit ton of gear... But have no idea how to deal with that much or can't afford those big blasts.

Without calling anyone out... Or starting a war... Id being willing to bet only 20-30% of guys on here are actually telling the truth about what they are actually taking and the frequency.
I've seen it several times... And sometimes they don't even mean to be deceitful.
Like "I'm only on 600 test and 400mg of tren per week"
But a few posts later and they say they pin 300mg test and 200mg tren every 3 days.... So... Then that's not 600 and 400 a week.
Or they say they pin 300mg-200mg every Monday, Wednesday, Friday.

Sometimes you'll be helping someone with a problem here and they say they are constantly dealing with water weight, and they are on 700 test and 400 deca.
Then 5 days later after countless posts they say how they have been taking 40mg of dbol and 50mg of anadrol ed for the last 8 weeks...

Or the flip side... They claim to be on 800 test, 600mg of tren and 50mg of anavar... But don't have 1 negative side.
Then post pictures 6 weeks apart and you see absolutely no difference.

I just think some guys don't want people to think they need grams of gear to have the body they do. While others just want to look cool... Like the guy who's passed out drunk after 4 beers... Yet tells everyone about the time he drank 44 beers and a whole bottle of jack.

Again... No shots fired. I've been at this forum for over a year... I've seen a lot. Just sharing what I've seen and noticed

 

[Demi.Human]

I'm not sure about ppl on here, but generally I feel like users try to play down how much they use.

For me I'm a bit embarrassed cause I think for how much I take people will expect me to look like the hulk.

Here's what I've done in last 4 weeks.

 

[suppsforlife]

For me I'm a bit embarrassed cause I think for how much I take people will expect me to look like the hulk.

you shouldn't.
everyone has their own reasons. Plus, it greatly depends on diet (calories).
And everyone has their own reactions. I've seen people having 2000+ T levels are very low test dosages (like 150-200 mg/week) or lower. Yet, I've seen those using 500 mg/week barely reaching 1500+. Both testosterones were genuine and high quality. Same brand. Different responses.

 

[Gainz.]

Yup... Training and diet is important... But genetics are everything.
Some people can smell a bottle of test and put on mass. While others... Not so much.
When I started I swore I was gonna keep doses low and be safe... And never touch tren.
Well... I've already upped my tren dose 3 times and will do it again... No shame in my game

 

[suppsforlife]

But genetics are everything.

can't really agree with this tho. I mean... yes, genetics play a HUGE role and most of us won't ever come near Phil Heath regardless how much we workout, eat and use steroids. but training and diet is more important. at least in my opinion.

 

[Demi.Human]

can't really agree with this tho. I mean... yes, genetics play a HUGE role and most of us won't ever come near Phil Heath regardless how much we workout, eat and use steroids. but training and diet is more important. at least in my opinion.

I don't grow as much as some, but I also don't grow tits or act like a cunt, so could be worse.

 

[suppsforlife]

I don't grow as much as some, but I also don't grow tits or act like a cunt, so could be worse.

and to be honest, you're definitely a winner!

 

[Demi.Human]

and to be honest, you're definitely a winner!

that's made my day, Ty.

 

[Gainz.]

can't really agree with this tho. I mean... yes, genetics play a HUGE role and most of us won't ever come near Phil Heath regardless how much we workout, eat and use steroids. but training and diet is more important. at least in my opinion.

Well drive and determination can beat genetics.. most of the time. But take calves for example.. if you have bad calf genetics.. it doesn't matter what you do... Your stuck with toothpicks.

I was trying to say that genetics can make your road either much easier... Or much more difficult.

 

[suppsforlife]

I was trying to say that genetics can make your road either much easier... Or much more difficult.

can't argue that.
but determination and dedication and you'll definitely achieve more than a lazy guy with god's sent genetics
although yeah... sometimes it's not fair that someone "looks" at dumbbells and they have the same biceps size as someone who is lifting for years.

 

[Gainz.]

can't argue that.
but determination and dedication and you'll definitely achieve more than a lazy guy with god's sent genetics
although yeah... sometimes it's not fair that someone "looks" at dumbbells and they have the same biceps size as someone who is lifting for years.

Yeah I use to work with this black kid, 24yo 6'1-6'2 195-205lbs 10-12% bf excellent muscle tone and size ... I mean his physique would fit right in here... Yet... Spent 0 time in the gym. Yes we had a physical job... But he put absolutely no effort into it.
I always told him... Dude if you hit the gym you could look like a god!
But he had 0 interest in it.
He has the body I'm killing myself for... Force feeding myself for... Buying random oils off the internet and injecting them into my body for... Just to look like a guy who sits at home, smokes weed and plays playstation...
Absolutely astonishing.
Honestly still 1 of the best natural backs I've ever seen... And he didn't do anything for it.

 

[suppsforlife]

he secretly does tren but doesn't want to share it

 

[Gainz.]

he secretly does tren but doesn't want to share it

Haha, well I should say he played football and basketball in highschool. He said he played basketball quite a bit in his free time... But no gym time.... No weight training.
Yet... 17" arms... Developed lats and traps... Abs... Just fantastic genetics. I know a few dudes that are just naturally gifted in muscle development... But he definitely takes the cake. I mean this mother fucker even had rear delt definition... I train rear delts twice a week and still don't have that.

 

[Demi.Human]

Haha, well I should say he played football and basketball in highschool. He said he played basketball quite a bit in his free time... But no gym time.... No weight training.
Yet... 17" arms... Developed lats and traps... Abs... Just fantastic genetics. I know a few dudes that are just naturally gifted in muscle development... But he definitely takes the cake. I mean this mother fucker even had rear delt definition... I train rear delts twice a week and still don't have that.

Sounds like you should give the ring to this guy

 

[Gainz.]

Sounds like you should give the ring to this guy

Haha... I just don't enjoy getting poked in the eye while trying to eat ass...

But... Never say never .

Finally just booked our weekend away. The 4th through the 7th. So that's the weekend I'll be asking her.
If she says no... I'll be hitting up Darell