I'm doing just fine.. the only thing I have noticed... and this has been the last 2 nights... my sex drive has definitely decreased. Where for the past 15 weeks I've been all steam ahead, ready for it at any time. The last 2 nights... and I mean tonight... like a hour ago (
) and the night before last... right in the middle of it... I didn't get soft... but definitely... not as hard. I realized I wasn't in the moment. I'm thinking about shit.. listening to the tv. I had to literally talk to myself and focus. Where the last several weeks... I was just hard because the sky was blue.
I knew I would eventually crash after being so hypersexual for so long. I'm just hoping it doesn't get much worse. But I'll know over the next few days.
But that's it... no added stress, no anxiety (no more than normal anyway) no mood swings. Except for a... I don't want to say dramatic... but very noticeable decrease in sex drive, everything has been fine. But if I'm being totally honest... I'm kinda happy to not be so fucking horny all the time! It was a lot, it was constant. Sex became this thing I needed and had to do. So I'm more than happy if it drops down to eod or so for a while... I mean shit... there's other things I have to do
And as far as my libido... like nonsexual... I still feel like the fucking man. But I'm also cruising on 150mg of test.
This is just fine... especially compared to my last cycle and pct. Because 4-5 weeks after my cycle... just starting my pct... I fucking hated life. Stressing out, 3,4,5 days without wanting sex... that lead to depression. Fucking nightmare!
Been blasting and cruising since then... never again will I go through that cycle-pct bullshit!